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Pedablogue, by Harvest Bird

teaching beyond tips and techniques

Chagrin

18 June 2004, 2:25 pm

Seen

18 June 2004, 1:37 pm

...on one student's hoodie during this morning's prep history exam:

"Gifted"

On the t-shirt of the student next to him:

"Stoned"

Fame

17 June 2004, 1:45 pm

Mike Arnzen, of the original Pedablogue fame, has kind words to say about this small project.

Please note that I have linked to his site as a whole, and not to the praise-rich post alone!

Farewell

17 June 2004, 1:11 pm

This week is exam week for my prep lit students, and this morning they were sitting their literature exam--"my" exam. I hadn't seen most of them for two weeks, since lectures finished, and now of course I can have no contact until results are released.

It is curious for me--and amusing for my colleagues--to observe the effect that having full responsibility for writing, teaching and examing in a paper entirely derived from my field (as opposed to the adjunct and related areas in which most of my teaching occurs) has had on me. I experienced today the same unexpected wave of emotion I experienced on the first day of the course, whose development has been the main motivation behind my decision to stay in this job over the last few years.

On the first day it was a mix of optimism and excited hope concerning what was coming for the students, specifically the hope that my course, and the programme it's part of, might form a genuine, legitimate and workable bridge into tertiary study for those who would otherwise be without a pathway in the immediate future. Today, making eye contact with students as they sat down in the lecture theatre to sit the exam, I felt really good about the fact that I'd been able to give lectures and tutorials and carry out assessment in a way that's hooked students in--not necessarily into literary study itself, but into the experience of learning in a tertiary institution.

The difference that I've emphasised for them all the way through is that at university one can--and should, in my opinion--be skeptical at all times, as a path to being able to reason and argue persuasively and (if this leap is logically valid) effectively. Students who were disillusioned with secondary school, whose experience of doing literature had been to memorise main ideas identified for them by the teacher, were able to flourish in a course where they might not be overjoyed about the content, but could still engage with its context and not feel stifled by the occasions on which their opinion differed from mine.

In many ways, my course has been about learning how to engage with texts and ideas, and how to write in a way that draws upon this engagement. The thing that has made it so rewarding for me is being able to do this in my own area of content interest, working with people whom I've come to like very much. I felt rather battered as I watched them sit the exam, unable to call on my usual repertoire of informal reassurances and remarks that deflect anxiety--indeed, not really able to make eye contact at all!--and knowing also that this is the end of the road for my colloboration with these students.

Now of course comes the marking of the papers, which I sometimes think is equivalent in focus and time spent to preparing for and sitting the exam itself, which, incidentally, they said was "hard".